Welcome To Stephanie's Blog

Poem I read some where (it's in dutch)

2007-02-25T22:48:00.000+01:00

Mijn leven is niet zo maar over rozen gegaan
Veel heb ik moeten incasseren
Vaak vroeg ik mij af waar ik nu weer voor zou komen te staan
Ik heb veel in mijn leven moeten leren.

Leren te verliezen en leren opnieuw te winnen
Uiteindelijk moet ik het toch zélf doen
Ik kan bij de pakken neerzitten of kalm aan weer opnieuw beginnen
Dat is iets wat ik zélf uitmaak..., zélf moet doen.

En dat kalm aan opnieuw beginnen heb ik steeds weer geprobeerd.
Heel langzaam voel ik dan, dat mijn kracht weer terugkomt
Kracht om het leven op te pakken, zodat de rust weer bij me terugkeert
De herinneringen zal ik behouden, maar de ergste pijnen raken verstomd.

Ik weet uit ervaring dat dit mogelijk is, blijf proberen!
Over een tijd zul je blij zijn dat je hebt doorgezet
Dan kun je er mee leven; ook al zul je het nooit helemaal accepteren.
Eens zul je weer naar jezelf durven kijken en zeggen: ook IK heb het gered

UrbanPopSpace

2006-04-22T14:05:00.000+02:00

Me and a friend have started our own site called UrbanPopSpace.
If you want to know what it is just click the link below.
Do sign the guestbook and join the forum....we hope to make it a fun site to come to!
C-ya when you get there!!

UrbanPopSpace.com

2006-02-19T02:27:00.000+01:00

I went to see Jodeci today.

I didn't have a ticket, so I waited outside.

A friend of mine won a meet and greet and tickets, but she could only take the friend I was with inside (the girl she was supposed to go with couldn't go anymore). They did take me inside and my luck a group of girls were there and a friend of theirs didn't show up either so I got their spare ticket and could go to the meet & greet too!!!

Below you see the pictures.

Some webcam photo's

2006-02-10T00:21:00.000+01:00

They are taken with my webcam and that is why the quality ain't that good (I don't have much light in my room either).

The pictures are of me and my lovely son.

2006-02-09T01:38:00.000+01:00

"Once you can accept the universe as matter expanding into nothing, that is something!!"

IJE 2006 Cancelled!

2006-02-06T18:17:00.000+01:00

Unfortunetly the International Jackson Event 2006 is cancelled.
Check http://www.tng-event.com for further info!

2006-01-23T13:52:00.000+01:00

TNG Productions and Silva Entertainment would like to invite you all to attend an Event which will be unlike any you have seen before… one of music, dance, magic and much more, bringing together Jackson fans from all around the world. The Venue is to be the world famous Hollywood Music Hall in Rotterdam , highly prized for its amazing lazer shows and huge stage.This Event is also proud to announce not one, but three amazing DJ's: Avred, who entertained us all at the European Jackson Event last year, DJ Thijzz, and D-Star who specialises in the music of Janet Jackson.The Theme for the show is going to be music, stand-ups, and fun, MTV Music Award style! So imagine glamour, laughter and much more, and with our wicked host and comedian for the day we promise that he will give his best and entertain you till your sides hurt!For more info you can visit our website at http://www.tng-fanclub.com/**Please note that TNG Productions & TNG Fanclub may carry the same name but aren't the same organisation.

R.I.P. Chuckie

2005-12-15T18:58:00.000+01:00

When I went to feed my boyfriends bird 'Chuckie' I saw him lying in his cage....dead.... :'(
I am so sad as he was a sweet little birdie and could sing great.

R.I.P. sweet sweet Chuckie.

++ Holiday Greeting ++

2005-12-10T12:07:00.000+01:00

TAKE THAT ARE BACK!!

2005-11-25T21:24:00.000+01:00

YEAH THAT'S RIGHT SUCKERS.....YOU READ IT WELL....TAKE THAT ARE BACK!!!!

Today at 10:50am they held a press-conference and announced that they would be going on tour again......in the UK.
Like I care .... I AM GOING!!!!
*sigh* Teenage memories....I was sooooooo into Take That, even more than I ever was with 3T!
My whole wall in my bedroom was full with posters of them and I even went on a 2 week vacation to Manchester, their hometown, when I was 18. Luckely before I went there I heard that they would do some concerts there and managed to get a ticket!!! It was also their last concert, until now!!!!

I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOO

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Just to refresh your memory...

From today No More :'(
(Dec.1995)

From today ALOT MORE!!!!
(Nov.25th 2005)

My Cats Taj & Tommy

2005-11-23T14:18:00.000+01:00

This is Tommy, he is a month younger than Taj.

This is Taj...I named after one of 3T and chose this name 'cos I thought this one was the only 1 of the 3 that was a good cat name...lol

My Boyfriends Art

2005-11-04T23:34:00.000+01:00

I have just created a blog for my boyfriends art.
This is a little preview, but if you want to see more click here.
The link is also shown in the sidebar.

A'ight A'ight....Need I say more

2005-10-12T18:03:00.000+02:00

I met the BSB today.
After they left the hotel, they took the car to a place in Amsterdam where they had to change transport. The tourbus wasn't allowed to stand infront off the hotel, cause of all the canals.
My friend knew where this place would be, so we went there.
Really glad we did, 'cos later I heard that they didn't take anytime for the fans at the hotel, but for us they did...woohoo....(except for Kevin, he just went straight into the bus and didn't even take anytime for the fans....arse!).
They had 3 busses....one for the band, one for AJ, Nick and Howie (+ bodyguards) and one for Kevin, Brian, his wife and his son (+ bodyguards).
The driver told me what was in the bus...flatscreen TV, games, kingsizebed in the backtop (they were doubledeckers)...if you want to look go to this site...http://www.beatthestreet.net, enter the site, select "Coaches" and than "Starbus"...that is the bus BSB has (2 off them), the band had a different one I think.
Ohw and btw....AJ LOOKS HOT!!
(and I am not even a BSB fan).

Nick inside the hotel after coming out of the steamroom in the gym, so yeah I was standing a bit away from him....he was all sweaty!! (Just look at his shirt)

Me and AJ at the transport-transfer-spot.
I just told him I totally admire him for kicking the habbit.

ME and Howie at the transport-transfer-spot.
He is so small, but still taller than me (I was wearing highheel-boots).

Me and Brian at the transport-transfer-spot.
Don't mind the squeezed eyes, 'cos we were looking directly into the sun!!

Ohw and at the hotel I saw 50 cents too with G-Unit, but didn't approach them, so no pictures.

+++ TNG Fanclub +++

2005-09-07T18:03:00.000+02:00

As many of you may have noticed, tngfanclub.com has been down for a while.
This is due to changing hosts.
You can still contact us. Check out our temporary website and BECOME A MEMBER!
If you have any questions about TNG Fan Club or The Next Generation Jacksons,
you can email us at: tngfanclub@gmail.com
We apologise for the inconvenience...

What/Who am I??

2005-08-30T21:37:00.000+02:00

You are Paige Halliwell - An intelligent, self-sufficient and sexy modern-day witch who trusts her instincts and can certainly kick some demon derriere! You're romantic, ambitious, and care deeply for your family and friends. You're a great judge of character, and people are drawn to your energy and refined charm.

You are Willow Rosenburg - You're an intelligent, sassy, and determined member of the Scooby Gang - and a mighty powerful wiccan! Everyone is drawn to your charismatic personality. You're witty and charming.. the world is your oyster!

You are Chloe Sullivan - You're sassy, intelligent, and have an interest in all things weird and wonderful. People are drawn to your grounded nature and witty sense of humour. You have a brilliant, inquisitive mind and attention to detail is a very important to you. The world is your oyster!

Me & My Son

2005-08-19T19:28:00.000+02:00

He has a fat lip 'cos 3 days ago he fell when he had one of his angry moods.

Efteling

2005-07-28T14:08:00.000+02:00

FAIRYTALE FOREST

DREAMFLIGHT

CARNIVAL RIDE

SOME OTHER PICTURES

3D Glasses we needed 4 the
"PandaDream"

Berlin

2005-07-26T16:02:00.000+02:00

Just some pictures. Press the picture to enlarge it.
If you want to read the full story go here.....3TBS Blog

Juanita, Nikki, Me, Sharmila & Tiurlan
@ the party.

Taj Jackson
He was going to the boatparty.

Me & AKay (from a German Boyband "OverGround").

Me & Taj Jackson

Burger Pimps
Me, Tiurlan, Sharmila, Nikki & Juanita.

Taj Jackson
He went to a show in the hotel and this was after the show.

Pimpin Taj Jackson
Nikki, Tiurlan, Taj, Sharmila, Juanita &
Me

Mr. Joseph Jackson

Mr.Joseph Jackson & Me

Jermain Jackson & Me

Taj Jackson & Me

Crystal & Me
(She performed @ the party, Mr.Jackson is her manager)

+ Just some venting +

2005-07-13T18:45:00.000+02:00

OK I need to write this down 'cos sometimes people make me mad and make me think "ARE YOU STUPID!!!

When I picked up my son from daycare today we walked to the busstop.
I saw the bus comming so I picked up my son and ran to the busstop (with the buggy in my other hand).
I had to walk on a small sidewalk and other people were walking there (they just got out of the bus).
They saw me comming and knew I wanted to catch that bus. So while I was running I asked those people if they could please move....you know what those b!tches did......
They looked at me like I was talking arabic or an alien language.
So what happend next....
I tripped my foot and fall, still holding my son in my arms.
He started crying cos he was startled and I couldn't get up cos he wouldn't let go, which I can imagine cos he wanted my comfort and I gave it to him.
Thank god there were some nice people who helped me up.
When I looked at my knees I saw they were scratched and bleeding a bit and later I saw had a little scratch on his knee too.

So next time people, when someone with a kid in one hand and a buggy in the other and ask you to move politly don't look all high and mighty and just MOVE!!!!!

Thank you!

YAHOO!! ...no not the e-mail ;-)

2005-07-11T13:55:00.000+02:00

YES YES YES...
2Day I received yet another signed photo of an actress of ATWT.
She is playing "Katie" in the soap.
Again I did not expect it, so I truly do appreciate that she took the time for this!!
If you read this (which I think you don't, but if you do leave a comment *hint hint*) THANX SO MUCH!!!

I wrote an email to her at the "Official As The World Turns Fanclub".

London

2005-07-07T18:10:00.000+02:00

My thoughts go out to the people whom have suffered from the terrorist attacks today!!
STAY STRONG!!

RIP LUTHER VANDEROSS

2005-07-02T23:24:00.000+02:00

Another great musician less! :'(

.:: 24 things that should be invented ::.

2005-07-02T15:04:00.000+02:00

1. A ShorttermMemory Eraser for moments when you say something that you later regret (or other embaresing moments).

2. An Instant Fake Browner that never leaves spots, matches your skin perfectly and stays on untill you use a special remover.

3. A way to retrieve potentiol dangerous emails back after you send them.

4. A magic potion that makes lovehandles and cellulait disappear within a week.

5. A sort of Wizard Of Ozz shoes that makes you go home asap when you click the heals. Ideal after a party night or after a study day. No hassle with public transport!

6. An atomatic make-up that puts it self on during the day, so that you don't need to do it yourself.

7. An Alarmclock that makes your bed slowy go up, which makes you sit straight and gives you a shouldermassage and brings you a cup of tea at the same time.

8. A small machine that gives you ready made reactions, so that two hours after you insulted someone you don't think "SHIT, I should've said this!!".

9. A razer that you only need to use 1 time and never again because the hairs won't come back!

10. A wristband that acts as a boozemeter and tells you exactly when you have enough alcohol. You know just before you jump on to the bar and sing the karaokeversion of "I Will Survive".

11. A hip car complet with open roof that flies over traficjams and makes himself carpark. Oh and with one push of a button changes it color so it matches your outfit perfectly.

12. A product that makes your hair grow to the lenght you want. Dramatic haircuts belong to the past, because you can switch any moment from a sporty look to sexy long hair or vice versa.

13. A braw that changes color and always fits to your outfit. No more worries about a black braw beneath a white, see through shirt.

14. An alcoholdetector keyboard on your mobilephone that stops you from sending drunk textmessages to your ex (absolutely necessary if you have a phone with photo's).

15. A Remote controle that atomaticaly switches programms during commercials.

16. A new kind of creditcard that talks to you and say stuff like "It is OK, you don't have to pay me off this time." Very cool esp. when you are broke!!

17. A creme which makes you look awake in no time. Very handy for early dates or if you are going to see that cute co-worker again and still look like you came out of bed.

18. A showersystem that softly soaps you in, than switches to blow-dry, perfectly styles your hair and than rubs you in with bodylotion. And this all happens when you enjoy you 30 minutes of extra sleep.

19. Clothes that shrinks on the spot, so that skirt or pants perfectly fits your body and you never have those "I am to fat" days.

20. A radarsystem that looks at hormonelevels of a man that tries to hit on you and lets you know exactly if he is serious or is just out for a night of fun. Ohw and if he isn't in a relationship already.

21. A non breakable nailpolish that stays on perfectly untill you remove it and changes into the color you want asap. And really important......doesn't make your toenails yellow!

22. Shoes with take off heals that looks good high and low, so you can easily walk to work and than, when no-one otice, slip in your stylish highheals. Or just plain comfartable highheals.

23. A tooth whitner that works instantly and that is also resistant against red wine and coffee.

24. A chippass that you never have to reload. Very handy if you have to pay at a carpark and there isn't a reloadpoint anywhere near.

DAYUM!!!

2005-06-28T20:38:00.000+02:00

When I checked the mail today I saw a letter from the USA in there.
I saw the name Mark Collier on it. Immediately I thought this might be the signed photo I asked for. And when I opened it I saw this photo of a very cute guy!! :-p
I absolutely did not expect him to send me one as he is busy and must be getting hunderds off request like that.
As you all migth know I am very happy with this photo.
I am totally addicted to ATWT and try not to miss one show.
In Holland we are a few seasons behind, so with us "Mike" still has long hair.
I must say he looks even more handsome on this picture.

For everyone who reads this, I send him an email through The Official As The World Turns Fanclub.

~~ My Little Tiger ~~

2005-06-27T21:51:00.000+02:00

We went to some festival yesterday and there I got Brandon painted.

He really liked it. He kept looking in the mirror saying "Brandon mooi!!" ("Brandon beautifull").
When he was asked how a tigers does he went like "Grrrrrrraaaaaauuuuuuwwwww!!".

Remove the cursor

2005-06-27T10:31:00.000+02:00

Well I removed the cursor.
I changed the color off the site 'cos I like this layout better. It looked better with black.

How well do you know me?

2005-06-26T19:56:00.000+02:00

1. Whats my name?
2. Whats my ultimate fave band?
3. Whats your full name?
4. Have we ever had a huge argument?
5. Who are you?
6. Are we friends?
7. When and how did we meet?
8. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
9. How long do you think we will be friends?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Am I annoying?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in 3 words
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think i'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. If you could give me anything what would it be?
27. How well do you know me?
28. Do you wish to get to know me more?
29. Do you think I am able to hit someone?
30. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

.:: HOT HOT HOT ::.

2005-06-20T20:54:00.000+02:00

2day was a very hot day....yeah you better believe it....here in Holland it can be sunny and warm too (although you can count those days on two hands lol).
I am not a sun person...I am more of a shadow person, as I get burned easy (blond hair, blue eyes...that is asking for it lol).
My son went to daycare 2day where he played outside with the other children. the teachers made a bath where the kids could play and sprayed water on them. I was told my son loved it. When I picked him up they were sitting outside eating an ice-cream.

I added something new on this site....A new cursor. I hope your browser supports it. It is a really cool flashy one. Got it from Star-Girl...a real cool site.

Party on Dam Square

2005-06-15T11:01:00.000+02:00

Several fans joined to have a party for MJ's freedom.
The press was there too.
There was an item on "Editie NL" and "Hart van Nederland" (Dutch Television).
Here is the picture and report (in Dutch) that was in "Spits!" newspaper today.

http://members.chello.nl/~s.vanmourik/spits.htm

MJ PARTY

2005-06-14T16:17:00.000+02:00

Tonight in Amsterdam fans will come together to celebrate this Justice.
Dam Square will be packed with fans baloons, champagne and music.
If you live in Holland and do you consider yourself a Jackson fan, make sure you are in amsterdam at 8 pm today!!!!

Michael Jackson

2005-06-14T10:41:00.000+02:00

I want to say congrats to Michael Jackson, his family and fans.
I hope MJ has learned from this and that he won't make the same mistakes again.
Children are innocent, but some parents are not. They like the $ signs!

Info on "3T Meets The Family Album"

2005-05-31T18:33:00.000+02:00

:: Not A 3T Album ::
The rumors that have been going around about 3T releasing a new album in France are not true.
However, DanceStreet Records (German record company) let us know that the album '3T Meets The Family Of Soul' will be a compilation with mainly R&B tracks from various artists which featured 3 songs from 3T's last album 'Identity'.
The album will be released on July 04th, 2005 and can be ordered at http://www.zyx.de/ (order number: FK 76055-2).

The tracklisting will be as following:
01. 3t - They Say
02. The Real Thing vs. Daren Deezer - You To Me Are Everything
03. Kool & The Gang - Always
04. Boyz II Men - Let´s Stay Together
05. 3t - Stuck On You
06. Tom Jones - You've Got A Friend 2005
07. Romeo - Your Love
08. Ashanti - More Than A Melody
09. Danny Madden - Candy Girl
10. Terence Trent D'arby - Sayin´ About You
11. 3t - Thankful
12. Earth, Wind & Fire - That´s The Way Of The World
13. Usher - Another's Luv
14. All 4 One - Get It Right
15. Disguy - Babe
16. J&J - Sweetest Taboo

Source: DanceStreet Records

TEXT taken from TNG Fanclub